You're not lazy and you're not lost. You're empty, and you can't move forward on a tank that's reading zero. The push-harder advice won't help here, because the problem isn't effort, it's depletion. The way out of this kind of stuck is counterintuitive: rest first. Let God refill you before you ask yourself to perform again. You can't pour from nothing. Recovery is the next faithful step, not a detour from it.