You've turned your anxiety into evidence against yourself, convinced it proves your faith is weak or that God is disappointed in you. But that's the guilt talking, and it isn't from Him. Some of the most faithful people in the Bible felt overwhelmed and afraid. Feeling anxious doesn't make you a bad Christian. God is so much gentler with you than you are with yourself. Set the harsh verdict down and let Him be tender with you, the way He actually is.