Your anxiety has gotten heavy enough that it's touching your sleep, your body, and your ability to get through the day, and that's a signal worth honoring. Reaching for help is not a failure of faith. It's wisdom. God works through doctors, counselors, and the people around you, and there is no shame in needing them. You don't have to carry this alone or muscle through it. Let people in, get the support you need, and trust that God is in that step too.