What you're feeling reads less like a dark night and more like burnout, and that's an important difference. You're not far from God. You're just completely spent from pouring out without refilling. Even Elijah, fresh off a mountaintop victory, collapsed and asked to die, and God's first response wasn't a rebuke. It was food, sleep, and gentleness. Treat yourself the same way. Rest is not a detour from faithfulness here. It's the path back.